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♥ Thursday, July 5, 2007

aRrr..today my math block test sure wont get not more than ten marks..same to geo and others..no hope!!..die le laa.....oral talk so much rubbish...don know the teacher understand ma..sob...anyway zoe was in sch having her oral now..all the best to her think she will be quite good with it...hai...at home now and it was so boring..my daily routine was always the same in weekdays...after sch when home sleep, use computer and watch tv..or lying on the bed daydream..no change at all..ytd night i have a nightmare about him again...after all i realise that i still cant escape from the burts and bad things in my mind.. even till now i still have nightmare in the middle of the night...i was shock up by the dream at 4+ and tears just drop down automatically ..i didi't realise it until it was drop down to my hand..i don understand why i cried..is it because i was shocked or just because i scare that it will really happen that way..time just fly pass so fast when the next min i take the phone up its already 6+..and within the time i was just looking at the wall without thinking anything.. my mind was totally blank..even till now i still don have trust..its just because i scare that it was a lie again...lie really hurts and to you promise meant to be broken..sometime i just wonder since when my world have become so complicated..but i know every single day that passby will make me stronger to the furture...althought sometime people do say me silly but i like the way i am..same to all my friends hope they will be stronger towards the furture..rem we are still young...=D

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