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♥ Monday, October 13, 2008

What Did I Do Wrong??

i guess it's a misunderstanding~I'm not the ex that jenny mention in her blog..in fact i know who she is talking about but of course i don't wish to say here..it's for everyone good~Since very long ago i have already decided to give up hope on him...cause i know a leopard would never change his spots..

Moreover,i guess i really spent more than enough time on/with him..As years goes by he always told me that he have changed, but i always know he doesn't.In fact his lying sickness is getting worst..

I do have thoughts treating him as friend instead of enemies..That's the reason why i still hang out with him and most of all i thought that he won't lie to me again since we are friend..But..still he did lie to me..what can i say~My blog always get spam about him...why i always get involved in things about him..*I'm not any mistress or what bitch slut outside there*Do i look like one?everyone get hurt so am i??

He used to message me and tell me about what unforgettable memorise we had before..i really don't know what he want from me..trying to reminisce back those memorise we had before??Seeing me get hurt makes you feel better?why are you always so selfish~I always thought that times will let you grow up..

Last week you ask me if there is a chance for us to be back together again..? i say no..and now i actually knew that you actually ask every girl isn't it??I know you will view my blog..i know you will see this post..

Wanted to blame me for throwing u alone that day when you have a quarrel with your business partner..Trying to make me feel guilty?..that's how you always torture me..yes~ god finally let u taste how i feel~you ask me that is it I'm trying to revenge that day?No!...it's destiny..that let you feel how i feel those years back.. when I'm here trying to heal my wound,you always interrupt in...I believe alot of girls get hurt outside because of you..I know all of you are innocent or been lie by him..As i have told him before be responsible for what you have done~..you said you know isn't it..?

After all i hope that your upcoming child will be healthy~

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